Just for
once I wonder how it feels to be in a trance or a state of mind where I don’t
remember anything.Not even who I am.What’s my goal of life Or maybe to forget
every single thing..
For
keeping all those things in my mind
Gives me
countless pain
Which my
heart just can’t handle;
Facing
the reality hurts a lot.
'Pain' a part of my imagination:
So we
started talking...Came to know all about you...You have your own life and
responsibilities. I still have time for making my own. I was curious to explore
you and accidentally gave you my world. I know it doesn’t belong there. And now I
have to take it back from you but I am scared…of that feeling…of those moments
which shall feel like an hour. You are expert so I think it won’t bother you a
bit. Don’t feel sorry for me. I just dug my own grave so now I have to feel the
pain. It’s all fair in this cruel world. I surrender in the hands of destiny. I
can’t fight it because it is too strong and I am alone here....
The roads are uneven but I will have to survive somehow.